have you ever thought of the things you want to do before you pass on ? i am really quite inspired by the movie " The Bucket List ", the other time i blogged about this, i just briefly wrote about what's it about, but to really think deep into it, it's actually kinda true.

how many of us here actually make a list of what we want to do before we die ? and how many of us here actually leave this world with regrets ? the movie really made me think deep into this thing of what you want to do in life, and what are your regrets now in life. it made me remince also, the good old days spent with my dad, i am not sure, movies related to love, cancer and father-son always makes me think about him, how great a person he is and how great a loss i had. it's kinda weird thing also, i felt the loss only after months he left, perhaps i was preoccupied with studies and exams at that time, you will always ask yourself that "silly" question " why must this happen to him ", knowing that there's no answer to that. many nights i spent asking myself that question, and sometimes i would just lie on my bed, and think about him, and tears would just start flowing down, but i would really feel better after that. so i guess it's really form of stress-relief, oh this post is getting emotional.

i shall start working on my bucket list now, school's starting tomorrow, i am posted to 08B2, same class as robin and baoyin, kinda looking forward to school in a sense, although monday blues are still looming around me.

watched the soccer match between man-united and derby, my analogy for the match - " they put up a great fight, but luck was just not on their side ". derby really impressed me for once, from the start, they just kept on pushing and pushing upfront, found many chances to convert goals, but none really went in, their custodian put up a really great fight against the devils, saving at least 5shots on goal just from ronaldo, so although they lost, i think they still deserve a great applause for their effort, at least they gave it their all.