didn't go to school today, had some rites & rituals at home for dad's first year anniversary. time past real fast, before we know it, it's been one year since he left us.

i miss him dearly, and of course i do. he's such a great person, i will always remember the holiday trips, outings and fun moments with him, a great father i would miss dearly. today i had this weird feeling which i've not had since the day he just left, i remembered the day after the funeral, i felt very "empty" inside me, and i had the same feeling today again, and it ain't feeling good, than after the rituals today, i rested in my room. than thoughts came flowing back, those moments where we chatted together on his bed, those last moments of his, what a bittersweet feeling.

which brings me to a question my friend asked me yesterday, he asked " what's the biggest regret in your life ", i did not tell him my answer, but i guess it would be to not record down my dad's voice.

that's why when my friends come and confide into me about certain matters, i would ask them this question, what would you regret if you do this or if you do not do this, it's just a simple question, would you regret, or would you not.

on a slightly happier notion, tomorrow's enterprise. i'm not sure why, but enterprise modules are always the most interesting and fun modules of the week, it's also the easiest to score!

thursday, there will be a class outing to sentosa, three weeks since i know these people, and am glad that we are able to click well, and hope that thursday's outing would be fun and happening!