Alright, i wanted to blog about this some couple of days ago. But just didn't have the time to do so, so well since i'm all free now, i shall just pen my thoughts on this particular incident.

Regular readers of my blog would know about the post i wrote about trust last week or so. Anyway, after a week since i knew something was wrong, i sort of got the clearer picture now, and thus was feeling disappointed about this particular mattter. I might not show it when i'm with them, but i just feel really, utterly disappointed in that.

Yes, i know that's a friend of mine, but to think that he actually would do such a thing just to achieve what he wanted, in my ideological sense, that's plain bullshit. Pardon me for the word, it's just crap, you were the one who encouraged me, and now you were also the one who stabbed me in the back. For i thought, you would always be there when i needed you, for i thought you always give me your suggestions when i asked you, for i thought i had your back, and you had mine. The knowledge of this incident just change it all. I'm sorry if my opinion of you have actually changed through this incident, but it just can't be helped.

On the other side, i would count it's a bessing in disguise. If not for this incident, i would not have the courage to actually told you what's deep down in me. And the chat session that night was the best i could have imagined, you made me realised that how important you are to me, and i just thought you would always be there for me, like how i'm always here for you, Thank you.

Tomorrow's there's going to be a 4E2 class bbq-gathering at pasir ris park. I'mma looking forward to it, it's been soo loongg since i met up with the class, and this bbq would serve as the perfect gathering for a catching up session, there's promised to be loads of funs & games as well as photos as the best memories served!