It's the 21st June 2008 today, no particular mention to this day. However my main motive for today's post would be do a self-reflection over the past 6months. I think from today onwards, i would make it a point to do a self-reflection after every six months, i think it really makes my goals clearer after doing, and also it allows me to reflect upon the mistakes i have made through this period of time.

These past six months past like a rollercoaster ride. I still remembered in january when we collected our o'level results, and the joy on my face when i saw the result slip also a little disappointment would be still my math result, but i promised i would do it well this time round. Than came the posting of schools, where eventually i landed myself into millenia institute. For about a month or so, i woke up at 5am everyday, and travelled about 45minutes to school, the boring train and bus journeys i endured everyday. Not forgetting of course, the wonderful times i spent in MI, first would be of course the orientation group, Neutron 5. The times we spent together at the sample lectures, the zoo outing, the shisha outing, were all just wonderful and memorable time spent. Than came the class 08B2, i would say it's really really a great class! i'm really happy and glad to have been part of it, the after-class bak chor mee sessions with gabe, the joking around sessions in the library with robin and co, and the usual recess sessions with amos and co. just gives me great memories to think about. And also, i miss the sessions where we used to tease winnie law, and also great teachers like mr fadzil and mdm sin. Well, to everyone in 08B2, all the best, and may we meet up soon one day!

I also remembered the day in april, where i got my letter from RP. Informing me about the acceptance into the course of my choice, at that point of moment, i was just too happy for words! I still remembered me calling up my mum to tell her the good news, and after that it was orientation for RP. I went only for the first day, to be exact one hour in the first day, and the first few people i knew or rather talked to were moe, ryan, waiyuen and sahan. Than came the first day of school in RP, where my group consisted of tiffany, wan, zahirah and hafizah. Everyone was just so quiet and no one actually talked at first, than tifanny took the initiative to break the ice, than me and wan started talking and soon we became the jokers in the group, cracking jokes all the time and those were just so fun moments!

Than as the days went by, the class gradually became more and more bonded with one another, and we started to have our outings, firstly would be the shisha session at haji lane, where we just chilled around the table, and talked cocked. Than next came sentosa, where we played under the sun, in the water, on the sand. Not forgetting of course, would be the class photo shoot, where we took loads of photos in class. May many more of such outings to come, in the remaining weeks we have as a class.

There came the days where the friendship really grew stronger and stronger, and formed really great friendship with wan & wawan, still remembere the times where we went to breek's marina for dinner, and we started making prank calls on people, chilling at starbucks, and also of course playing riddles like the " fuzzy wuzzy " and " how many meh meh jump over the wall " hahaha! it just made class life more and more interesting.

Than came jiemin ( cheebong ) & calysta, who i know are always there for me when i need them, and a big thank you to both of them for sharing my problems, listening to my jokes, and just a simple thank you. May our friendship continue to blossom, and be strong like the rocks! It's really great knowing the both of you, and i count it a blessing! :D

Okay, i really enjoyed class life this year, or rather school life. It's been so much fun going to school, although everyday we have to do powerpoints and stuffs. It's the company that you do with that makes it all matter. Really enjoyed the times where we would play counter strike in class, the class sharing session for ambitions in the beginning. And all of that kind of stuffs just make class life so much more enriching and fufilling. Let's make the best out of the weeks we have, and just make our 1st semester life filled with joyful memories! :D

Okay, enough about my school life, next comes jongkers! Jongkers was actually a name thought by myself and huiyan for our clique, haha! but besides that, i just want to thank each and every person in there, sharon and kerman for always being the " show scene " when we meet up, squabbles and stuffs all the time, huiyan for giving me advice, sharing my sorrows when i'm really down, ahern for spending time with me as well, listening to me, and especially yesterday, i just felt that i knew alot more about you, and it's really nice talking and stuffs, i know said it many times, but it's nice. And last of all, jielin. Thank you, we are not in the same school now, we do not meet up as often as we used to, we do not talk so much as we used to, but there's always something i would like you to know, i'm always here when you need a shoulder, for i know you always have my back like i will always have yours!

Of course not forgetting the people from 4E2'07, you guys have just been amazing. The bbq session the other time was really a BLAST! I really enjoyed myself alot, and i really missed the times with you people, especially the clique, fatsII, xinjie, chang, weisheng, hendra, yaping, bird and etc... i just really missed the time we spent together, and it was a real nice catching up session the other day, and let's meet up again for charmaine's jie farewell! hahaha! :D

Next would be moving on to family, i guess i'm really happy with myself in terms of family relationships, i guess that though my brother and myself always have squabbles and sometimes fights, i believe at the end of the day when we all cool down, and it would just all go back to normal, and in fact it just brings us closer i guess. Mum is on a long leave now, and the times spent with her at home, really brought us closer, she has msn now! hahaha! although i can't her temper and moods sometimes.. heee! Oh, and keeve, thank you. Didn't really expect myself to share problems with you, but than yeah, you still helped by listening so thank you too! I guess the next challenge for me would be to better manage the family ties on my maternal's side cousins.

Okay, i talked alot about the happy stuffs and joyous moments, and this is really going to be a super long post. Now let's talk about the setbacks. If you were to ask me about the setbacks that happened this year, i would say not really many, i would say it's more of a disappointment than a setback. I'm not going to elaborate as i've said this before, but it's just disappointing to know that incident happened, to be honest. I felt really hurt.

To the final part of this post which is to evaluate my goals, in terms of family & friends goals, i think i did a pretty good job in maintaining relationships and building them as well, a little setbacks here and there, but i hope it will get better. For my health goal, not much of a progress, have been saying that i want to slim down for the past 5years, yet no effort taken, my bad. Study goals have been on track, gladly to say that. Just hope that i would do well for my math this time round and not disappoint myself once again, and those who believe in me.

Well, this long post indeed is long, but it really made me say out many things which i've long wanted to say out, but just didn't have the chance to.